48. amer harith

47. abby

im the one you want to date, but not marry
the one to sleep with, as if you own me
and the one you utter the word love all the time to,
without you having to mean it.

im the one you come to when you have the needs
the one you're with when you've got no money
and the one to ditch when i no longer have it
without you having to regret it

im the one you seek when sadness fills your air
the one who would help and ask nothing back
and the one to turn to when no one else is willing to share
without you having to remember it, let alone to appreciate it

yet im the one to blame for your wasted youth
over a bitch who deserve to be hurt
as she did nothing, nothing at all
for you

well im that girl
the girl that's worth nothing
but sex and money
because that is all i am to you

46. aku tak mau kau ingini

Aku tak ingin dicintai
Bila tak sepenuh hati
Aku tak ingin dimiliki
Bila tak sepenuh hati

Aku tak mau kau sayangi
Bila kau setengah hati
Aku tak mau kau ingini
Bila kau setengah hati

Karena hatiku tak akan ku beri
Pada kekasih yang tidak baik hati
Jadi daripada aku mengharap kesungguhanmu
Aku lebih memilih pergi dan cari penggantimu


Aku tak mau kau ingini

45. uncertain

to feel free and at the same time trapped
that you are envied of because you are admired
or that you are hated of because you are ungrateful
for not taking the love poured on your doorstep
or to mistaken love making for sex
like love for lust
or gifts for some sort of bribe

when you thought you knew everything
when you thought you could never misunderstood
when you thought you could diferentiate right from wrong

the need to be certain
is beyond everything else i ever needed now

but then i thought
why would there be god
if we could decide on our own